You sound like a possible Philip K. Dick fan....
I became one a few weeks ago after I read Ubik.
Better late than never!
Welcome to the club.
I was staying at a monastery for a weekend and I'd whimsically bought a copy of Ubik from a bargain bin a couple of days before. I read the whole thing while I was there (there's no test gear to play with in a monastery).
When I was younger I'd read a book to the very end
no matter what. That doesn't happen these days, I'm quite happy to say "meh" and not finish one. I couldn't put Ubik down. It was completely unexpected from start to finish, like, "Where could this possibly go from here...?"