A little back story here. I think I made a horrible decision... I got into designing electronics a year and a half ago. Lots of research, yada, yada. I came to the conclusion that my knowledge was fundamentally lacking and figured school would be the best place to go. So at almost 50 years old I decide to go back to school for my EE degree. I got my associates a long time ago, lol and I got into IT right after getting it, so using calculus is not really part of my job. Now, I got As in both calc I and II, but I am seriously suffering from CRS as it pertains to calculus and am having an awful time with calc III.
I work a full time job, run a side business on top of that, and am taking 9 credit hours this semester. My other 2 classes are engineering classes, and are going ok. Ok, so I took my first exam last week and got a B-. I started studying for this exam in week 1, and I found a way to study at least 20 hours a week for it, yet I still got a B-. There is just too much stuff I am trying to cram into my head and I forget steps and just struggle trying to remember how to do something. Not to mention I am awful at the quadric surfaces and such.
So that is behind me, now I am getting into partial derivatives and double integrals, and well, I'm in over my head. I want to quit every day. If I can't pass calc III there is no point in going any farther since both calc III and IV are required for an EE degree.
School resources are difficult for me to use since I have a fulltime job, my instructor, well I can't understand her. My hearing isn't what it used to be either (getting hearing aids in a couple of months, but everything moves slowly for those around here), but my instructor has an accent that I have difficulty with. Now the TA who does recitation is great, but I only get 2 hours a week with him, so...
Anyway, I'm looking for a really good online resource to help me with Calc III. I have found some good Youtube instructors, The Organic Chemistry Tutor is one. Khan Academy pops up on some stuff I search as well, and ChatGPT has been great. I never actually used it before this class, lol. But at least it gives me all the steps to a problem, and is mostly right... I've been making do with this combination, but I am really hoping there is a better solution out there.